This is my first english story. Ini adalah cerita karya pertamaku dalam bahasa inggris.. *deg-degan, takut banyak keslimpet kata-katanya* aku juga ngeTag ke guru Bahasa Inggrisku Pak D *i hope there won’t be to many complain, OK Sir? Not even the present tense, past tense or the perfect tense, just regardless it and enjoy the story* berdoa sambil lututnya gemetaran...... semoga ngga napa-napa. It’s still fan fic, so i use my fav theme and setting. Karena aku spes bikin cerita dengan background jepang jadi masih tetap dengan style-ku seperti biasa meskipun bahasanya beda.
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My name is Hijikata Hiroshi. Today, i want to confess my feeling to someone, Aisaka Hikari, she is the pretiest girl in the school, her smile is the sweetest ever which i just see from afar, i always want it to be mine. Her everything are attractive but ever since i confessed my feeling for the first time i knew she was the worst. Just tell me how can it be, she has rejected me for four times! As stubborn as her, i’m still give a try to ask her out.
“why do you still ask the same thing, i’ve rejected you all the time, i don’t get it, just give up already” and then she just left, left me with this cold heart that never warm.
It’s not i’m that bad to be rejected, it’s just she so damn stubborn girl. All the girl in the school run after me but she denied me? yet all i want is just her, Aisaka Hikari.
Today, the fifth times in this first of high school i tried to ask her out, and it ended with the same answer, i felt like i wanna give up, i’m getting tired and pissed of at the same time.
As release of my anger of being rejected by the girl i really fond of, i accepted another girl’s invitation. I’m dating with one of student in the same class with her, Aisaka’s classmate.
The first day of my dating, i come to the girl’s class which is mean Aisaka is there anyway. I hold the girl’s shoulder in front of her and she looks so shocked, i’m doing it on purpose i am, i know i’m so mean and i’m sorry for the girl, i don’t really mean it but it can’t be help, ever since i saw Aisaka i just knew that i did it. I don’t have a clue of her reaction earlier, i don’t have any confidence to think that she might be jealous of what i’ve done since she really is cold hearted.
The day passed by, my feeling just don’t get better yet after i saw her reaction yesterday, i’ve tried to not to think about that, but more i want to forget anything about her more i feel this feeling is planted deeper and deeper in my heart. To get this awkward feeling away, i go to the drinking machine to get juicy water in the corner of the class.
Klang! The can drops from the machine and i pick it up.
Grab! When someone drag me suddenly.
“hey, what are you....” i turn my head and it’s Aisaka! She grabs my hand and drags me with no word.
We’re on the rooftop now.
“you’re seeing another girl?” she ask me with a loud voice not like she used to be with her eyes look so daze, i’ve never seen her like this before.
“you always say so many words, are you dumb after i refused you for five times? Did i ask you, is it true what i saw yesterday, you were seeing another girl?” she gazes into my eyes
“what do you mean by asking me this question, it’s up to me to see any girl i want as long as she’s accepting me right?”
“but you said you love me, is that just a word you can tell if you want and pull it away if you don’t?”
“you’ve rejected me and when you saw i was seeing with another girl you’re going mad, are you fooling me around?”
“it’s not like that, so you mean you can love another girl when you’ve get rejected, are you the kind of type?”.
What’s with this situation? We’re fighting on the rooftop, for what? Is she jealous? Why? Since she always reject me all the time, what’s the reason she become that mad of my dating issue?
“i can’t accept you because i’m still holding my past though i have a feeling for you, i guess someone can have a true love forever as i tried to not to let my past go, but you change so easely....”
“wa... wa...wait, what is that supposed to mean?”
Her face become so sad in a sec, what’s with that? I see the tears fall from her eyes.
“i’m fighting with my feeling to not falling for you, i feel so bad person if i forget my past so i rejected you, cause i don’t want to betray my past”
She loves me? I can’t believe what i’ve just heard. Is it real? But i don’t get what she’s talking about.
“hey, what’s the matter? Can you tell me the whole story?” i hold her hands
“i have a boyfriend and he died two years ago by his illness”
eh? her past?
“i promised him never forget him, but after his death and the time goes by you came after me, then i feel our memories fade away i’m afraid to lose my past and just forget him, i don’t want to betray him so refused you, but my feeling for you getting bigger ever since you come. It’s late now isn’t it? You’re getting sick after my rejection, you’re right, it’s up to you who are you seeing with, since we don’t have any relationship after all, maybe you’ve hated me instead, i just will interrupt your feeling with saying this, i’m sorry, just forget this”
She turn back and just leave?
Grab! I hug her from back
“you talk to much today, how can a feeling come and go so easely, your everything gnaw my head on untill i can’t think anything but you, my love for you is for eternity, i love you with all of my entire life, how can i get sick of you?”
I hug her and feel don’t wanna let her go
“you don’t betray him if you have someone to love, as long as you still remember him he will stay alive in your memory, i believe he will be happy if you keep going on and live happily”
We’re staring
“if you will be my love you mayn’t leave me”
“i won’t”
“i don’t wanna lose someone i love anymore” she hug me tight
“i’ll always be with you”
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I am Aisaka Hikari. It’s December, i’m still in the third class of junior high school. It’s almost graduation and this month is the first year of my boyfriend’s death. Last December he died by his illness. It’s already a year ago yet i still love him.
He is my auntie’s son, Ichikawa Higashi. Three years older than me. When i was on my summer vacation in the second class of junior high school, i had a trip to my auntie’s house, Shizuoka, near the Fuji-san mount, there was i met him. He was the second grade of senior high school. My auntie’s house was in the mountain not in the beach area since everyone would go to the beach for the summer break instead of mountain.
Me and him spent the vacation together cross land the area, we climbed together, looked the beetles, even the most wonderful was the fireflies, since the kind of animal won’t be easely found in Tokyo. The summer break took almost 40th days from end of July untill the end of August.
“where will you take me?” my eyes were covered up. He took my hands and we walked so far i guess.
“now open your eyes” he took the cover off
“woaa....” there was a field of flower “beautiful...”
“you like it?”
“yes”
I’ve experienced the great things of my life with him
“will you forget this field?” he asked me
“no way” we sat together on the ground among the flowers
“will you forget the mountain dan the beetles?”
“nope”
“will you forget the fireflies we see every night?”
“of course not”
“will you forget me, Hikari?”
“eh” i turned my head, we were staring and he.... kissed me.
“i love you” he said it and that was the happiest above all the things i’ve been through.
Vacation has off, i came back to Tokyo, we called each other and still lover since the field of flower occurrence.
By the end of the autumn, November is my birthday. The weather was starting cold, i was cooped up with my blanket in my room, it was the day off anyway so i better stayed at home instead of fooling around in the coldy day.
Suddenly the door knocked.
“Hikari, come out quickly, someone is waiting for you” my mom said, then i came out. How surprisedly i stare, Higashi stood in front of me.
“happy birthday” he smiled at me so warmly in the coldy day, i hug him at once “here i got something to you” he gave me something “this is i took from the field of flower” he gave a vas of flower that we saw in the field of flower.
“but since it’s cold just put it in the room, i’m afraid it can’t bear the winter, will you take care of this?”
“i will, absolutely will, thank you”
In the afternoon Higashi went home because still the day class the day after. I was never know that was my last chance to see him face to face, i was never know that he bear the cold from Shizuoka to Tokyo just for giving me the present, on the top of that he is in his sickness.
A month after that, auntie phoned me, told me that Higashi was hospitalized and i had to come immediatly. I couldn’t wait any longer so i skipped the class on that day and went to Shizuoka right away, my father helped me permitted to the teacher.
I couldn’t believe i saw the boy with warmly smilling was lied unconsiously, auntie told me that Higashi had Leukimia for years and the condition getting worse lately because his immunity droped. His body couldn’t bear his sickness, when he went to Tokyo during the bad weather he collapsed the day after and hospitalized, that was when he gave me the present. Then, the warmly smilling has gone, left me only with memories. I cried all the day.
I’m in the high school already, live with the new life but kept the memories alive. There was so many boys confessed their feeling but i refused them all, yet there was one of them that never gave up, Hijikata Hiroshi. He came once every two months to repeated his confession of love. He was so annoying. Why did he just gave up and looked for another girl.
But when that was really happen i felt i’m betrayed, felt that he lied by telling he loved me, or was he just fooling me around? I pissed off. I came to him the day after and attacked him with everything i wanna say. Then i realized it was exactly my own fault, i was never let my feeling true, i was never let him know what i felt and blamed him for that. But since the day, we understand how we felt each other yet i don’t forget Higashi, he always live in my memories just lika Hiroshi said.
“do you want to go to the amusement park for our next dating?” Hiroshi asks Hikari on their dating day in MD (Mc Donnald)
“how about staying home?”
“what? So what will we do?”
“learning, it’s about the exam anyway”
“don’t joke, how can dating day become learning day? No, i can’t let it be”
“what’s with that attitude, you’re kiddy”
“hey, you are the one kiddy, you were crying back then on the rooftop because of jealousy, remember?”
“i’m not jealous”
“oh.. so?”
“yes”
“then why were you crying?”
“it’s enough, don’t make it reason to fight with me”
“you start it in the first place”
“what?”
“you’re really stubborn girl”
“it’s you dumb stubborn boy”
“oh common, i don’t wanna be like this in our dating day, just be nice okay?”
“okay”
They’re having beefburger
“oh now i realize, you are a babling mouth girl, not sweet at all, different from what i thought before”
“you just said to cut it off, you start it again?”
“okay, let’s just eat, the beef is nice”
“so you regret after knowing the real me?”
“nope, not at all, it’s amuse me, more attractive, see.. your everything are attarctive even if you angry”
“just shut up”
They keep talking eventhough say to be quite each other, how stupid they are.
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That’s all folks.... moga aja ya bisa dinikmati, did you enjoy it? Pak D jangan banyak protes ya.... kemampuan englishku emang belum seberapa, tapi moga ngga amburadul bahasanya.. Buat yang udah baca fic-ficku makasih buanget... bersamaan dengan ini aku ngePost 4 fic 2 diantaranya Doujinshi, tapi di Blog. Kunjungi blog-ku eaaa...
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